Sunday, April 24, 2011

A Belief


At the church we attend, it is common to recite the Apostles' Creed as a part of the service. It’s not something that Derek or I grew up doing but we enjoy it and embrace it.

I believe in God, the Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
he ascended into heaven,
he is seated at the right hand of the Father,
and he will come to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.
Amen.

The ritual is different, but the beliefs are the same ones that we’ve both held since childhood. For us there is nothing new here. But the newness of saying them out loud every week has been a good thing for me because of the things that Christians believe are pretty preposterous. For example:

          On the third day he rose again

Saying it out loud forces me to publicly affirm these things that are hard to swallow. And it provides an opportunity for me to think about what these beliefs mean to me.

For me, the resurrection means that evil has been overcome. Without the resurrection, the life of Jesus makes little sense. He lives a perfectly sinless life, performs miracles, preaches about loving God, loving your neighbor and other such goodness. And then he is crucified. It seemed like a crushing defeat for goodness.

I think it's part of our nature is that we like to keep score. I like to keep score. Sometimes I do these stupid calculations to determine whether or not I’m making a difference in the world. For example, I was able to give food to 7 students in need on Thursday, talk with a group of 18 students who face discrimination, and help three students in emotional crisis. But then on my way home from work I heard a story on the radio about civilians killed in Libya. And I chalk the days like that up as a loss. The bad guys won and I’ll try again tomorrow.

But the resurrection reminds me that no matter how the tally looks on a given day, love conquers evil. Jesus’ victory over the grave proves it. It means that we serve a living God, who is busy even now bringing light to darkness and making broken things new. It means that someday he will return and there will be no more crying or pain because all of that will be vanquished.

All of this because on the third day he rose again.

Happy Easter.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Not a Birthday Post

Because a certain someone is embarrassed by birthday related attention, some restrictions were placed on this blog post.


Instead I have chosen to write about the 23th anniversary of the 9th day of my own life. I was just a super chunky baby with cheeks to my shoulders and a ridiculous amount of hair on my head. I probably slept through almost the entire day and I may have even spit up a couple of times. But I'm fairly certain that I didn't cry at all that day. At some point in the afternoon my little baby heart skipped a tiny beat, and I like to think that somehow I just knew. I just knew that my favorite person, my best friend and my greatest love was born that day.


Happy 9th Day of my life, Derek. Thanks for making it and so many since a really great day.



Friday, April 15, 2011

So Much To Learn

Just when I start feeling self congratulatory about being good at this whole marriage thing, I realize I actually have so much to learn. Derek and I have known each other since the 5th grade but this week, we both discovered somethings that made us stop and wonder who in the world we were living with.

On Wednesday, I walked into the living room and asked Derek...
What are you watching?

River Monsters.

Oh. I think that we've already seen this episode.

Nope. It's a new one.

No, baby, we have. This is the one about the giant fish that is eating people.
(long pause)
That is what every episode is about.
Really?
Really. Every episode of River Monsters is about giant fish that eat people. And Derek likes it. And our DVR is set to record every one.

To be fair, on Thursday Derek walked into the living room and asked me... 
What are you watching?
Teen Mom 2: The Unseen Moments.
I thought we watched the finale last week. Isn't the season over?
Yeah, but these are all the clips that didn't make the show.
So, you are watching clips that were deemed not good enough for an already terrible show?
(long pause)
Pretty much.
And I liked it. And I am not ashamed.

We love each other anyway.


Thursday, April 7, 2011

April Deserves Better

Birthdays in elementary school are great. Unless you were born in April.

Every one of my teachers had some sort of birthday bulletin board up in her classroom. The ones I remember looked like this...


It has all the names of the birthday children displayed in fashionable die cuts appropriate for the month. It works really well most of the time. Pumpkins for October...turkeys for November...snowflakes for December..hearts for February. You get the idea.

Yet sandwiched between shamrocks and flowers, there is April. There are no major non-religious holidays in April. Tax day, maybe? April is National IBS Awareness month, but that is not a bulletin board anyone wants to see.

Teachers realize this problem, and yet they must not leave April out. So April looks like this...


Get it? April showers.

I guess it's kind of cute. Unless you are eight and born in April in which case it's TOTALLY OFFENSIVE. Kids hate the rain. It means recess is inside and thunderstorms are kind of scary!

So, I'd like to make an argument for why April deserves better than raindrops, umbrellas and rain-loving ducks.

Why I'm Totally Psyched About April
My birthday
 
Derek's birthday
 
Jesus' Birthday: Part Two
Everybody in our family and their grandma's birthday
 
It's GORGEOUS outside
 
Tax refunds
 
Two three day weekends
 
Earth Day
 
Extra jeans days for TAKS testing
Strawberries are in season
Baseball
Chocolate bunnies
Kites
April is the best month ever! At least in my completely objective opinion.